I’m not going to pretend this is a frequented blog, but I do intend to actually use it from now on. I always say that, but this time there’s an actual reason.

So my boyfriend decided we’re going to do the Insanity Workout together. Not as though I don’t want to do it, but the idea is a little…frightening I guess. Still, I need it. I quit volleyball last May, and I’ve done pretty much nothing since then. I’ve already noticed muscle atrophy and quite honestly, I’ve gotten fat. I’m 5’9 and 160 lbs. I wear size 11-13 pants and that, my friends, is outrageous and unacceptable. I’ve put on 20
pounds in four years with no actual growing! Suffice to say, I’m unhappy with myself and want to try this challenge.
I’m going to try and use the blog for updates on my thoughts about the program. We’re going to try starting in a week or so. After an hour surfing the web for pep talks and praise for the program (as well as someone else in my situation who was able to push through), I feel like this just might work. Right now, my only worry is that my boyfriend, who is leagues more fit than I, will breeze by me and I’ll be a chubby, embarrassing, sweating mess. Then again, he’s already seen fat me all naked and whatnot, so maybe it won’t be so bad?

Fingers crossed!